Its all about me!!!

2006-08-26T18:37:00.000+08:00

Tsk Tsk.. i'm actually writing blog in my new office = =+

Basically there's nothing much for me to do now since i have not fully taken charge.. i do however, need to learn stuffs about purchasing which is a major headache since different items falls under different company and salespersons.

The fruits stall will crease operations next friday.. then i'll have saturday and sunday to come up with a concept for this OFFER/PROMOTION corner and how to display the items etc..

Then i'll move on to re-organising the stocks and currently display shelves..

Then maybe i'll touch on customer service and other promotions with a mininum purchase amount.. example like 30 dollars on a single receipt and ya're entitled to buy a certain item at 1.90..

Then go on to other plans i have in mind...

Argh.. no time to see a seiseh for my ankle.. DAMN! = =+

2006-08-24T23:14:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. it looks like an update is required.. *nods*

Lets put them in point forms, shall we? ~_~

1. I'm REAL BUSY = =+

2. I work from 9am to 10pm

3. I'm getting a promotion

4. I'll be in charge of a super-mart next week onwards

5. My nephew's super cute ~_~

6. My right ankle is swollen

7. I feel tired

8. I'm single now

Now... lets go through them one by one.. =)

1. I'm REAL BUSY

Look at point 2 @@

2. I work from 9am to 10pm

Thats because i'm working in one office until 5 and another office until 10..

3. I'm getting a promotion

Look at point 4 ~_~

4. I'll be in charge of a super-mart next week onwards
Scroll back to point 3... LOL =p

5. My nephew's super cute ~_~
I'll post some of his pictures up soon XD

6. My right ankle is swollen
I think i walk around too much hence the swollen ankle.. = =+

7. I feel tired
This is self-explanatory @@

8. I'm single now
Don't ask = =+

There u have it! An entry that more or less covers the period since my last entry..

Yeah yeah.. i know i'm lazy to write... bite me =p

2006-07-24T21:11:00.000+08:00

I'm doing sales for a dog food brand-holisticblend

you can read about it at www.holisticblend.com

For 3.63kg bag, Lamb is going at 35 and Chicken is going at 38

For 15kg, Lamb is going at 120 and Chicken is going at 130

Should you need samples for your dog to try them, u can send me an email at vicwoo@gmail.com .

For singapore only <-- Duh? XD

2006-07-20T23:41:00.000+08:00

Actually there was some stuffs that i wanted to blog, but suddenly i don't feel like blogging it anymore ~_~

Only this to share, i think its quite nice..

they are watching in the shadows, for whispers of love...

There'll never be no love to love in this closed gates...

its only the fairytales everyday...

Coming out help 1

2006-07-14T23:29:00.000+08:00

Need help in coming out? X)

Movie Critic

2006-07-06T20:50:00.000+08:00

The movie "Recycle" is about a female author who starts to see and hear things when she begins writing on a ghost/supernatural book.

Somehow she ends up in the realm of ghost and forgotten, and with the help of a little girl and an old man. she learns about things there and bent on finding a way home.

The old man turns out to be her grandpa and the little girl turns out to be the baby she aborted 8 years ago which is kinda anticipated. However there was a twist at the end of the movie which will make the dim-witteds confused, I got the idea almost instantly and thought it was kinda lame.

Rating- 2 star out of 5 from me = =

OMG.. i'm now a movie critic!! *laughs*

Criteria

2006-07-05T20:00:00.000+08:00

1: Human.. A live one..
2: Knows How to Play Romance of the Three Kingdoms
3: Likes dogs and cats, and wants to keep a dog!
4: Able to do housechores.. Muhahahaha...
5: Knows how to iron.. (According to mum)
6: Height is not a problem as long as ya're not a hobbit.. (actually i don't mind frodo baggins.. he's cute)
7: Im the center of his world
8: Listens to me (refer to No.7)
9: Gives me attention without having to ask (refer to No.7)
10: Makes me happy (refer to No.7)
11: I'm more important than his friends (refer to No. 7)
12: Able to spend time with me
13: Able to sleepover
14: Self-dependent
15: No profiles in any gay-related sites
16: Gets along with my family (this is very important)
17: Love me more than i love him (selfish and superficial yes, but its just a thought anyway)
18: Does not try to control me in any way.

I, Me, Myself reserves all rights to change the criteria at any point of time.
Shortlisted Candidates will be notified by email/sms.
Upon agreement.. Period of terms and conditions* must not be lesser than 6 months or penalty* will be imposed.
Terms and conditions Applies whenever it comes to mind..
I'll update this slowly as it comes to my mind..

[Current Mood]: Messy
[Current Music]: Found the song last night.. thanks to katchy..

(I dragged this up because i added a new criteria.. No 18)

2006-07-03T20:30:00.000+08:00

Last night, a friend- Ian asked for my blog url and his comment was "you blog once a month?"

DUH..

Sure i can blog everyday.. like i can go about blogging about my sunday as followed..

[Beginning of Entry]

I went KTV today with david, jimmy, alvin, xiaohao and yao neng!

We had a GREAT TIME!

then i sent david home after dinner

Do you want to know what we had for dinner? you do? you sure?

Oh alright~ david had wanton mee and i had grilled fish and we shared a herbal chicken which he didn't like~

Well.. you wanted to know what we had for dinner.. didn't you?

then i reached home at about nine plus and took a shower..

WHAT A GREAT DAY!

[End of Entry]

Need i say more?

I'm NOT a PROFESSIONAL blogger like xiaxue.blogspot.com who probably needs to blog everyday..

and i'm DEFINITELY more couth than her

Usage of Acronyms like CB, CCB, KNN, KNNBCCB to attract hits and viewers is soooo NOT my style.

I mean if i want to, i could probably fall back on more colorful acronyms than her.. examples like..

KNNBPCB KNNBLCB KPLLBCCB KLZZZPD

but being who i'm.. couth, kind, good-natured blah blah blah blah.. i'm not gonna stoop to bloggin colorful acronyms on people that stumbles into my daily life.

Enough of Singapore Ah lians.. = ="

And no.. i'm not gonna explain the meanings of the acronyms above.. there might be minors who are seeing this.

lastly, i dedicate this entry to Ian.. KNN = =

2006-06-19T23:44:00.000+08:00

I was cleaning up the pile of clothes that normally appear in my room after a certain period of time.. thats when i saw some of my shirts has all this small white glittering stuffs on them..

And then i saw where it came from....

OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!

It was my orange NIKE jacket shedding.. YES!!! SHEDDING!!!

I was screaming.. (well.. not exactly screaming... but not very far off.. but thats not the point) and showing it to my mum.. "WHY IS THE JACKET SHEDDING??????????"

and my mum as cool as ever.. simply said..

"Oh.. its too dry.."

*cursing and swearing* "This jacket costed me over more than a hundred dollars and its ruined!!!"

"Don't buy such expensive clothes next time then"

That kinda ended the conversation = =

Well i wanted to throw it away, but my dad.. the gurang guni as always.. insist he wants to keep.. sighs..

It was REALLY a nice looking windbreaker.. sighs again..

2006-06-17T17:59:00.000+08:00

To begin with this new outlook comes with an extremely rare entry.. (snorts..)

Yeah, i know i haven't been updating my blog.. but i have every reasons for it..

First- i'm working. YES, WORK! shocking isn't it? *grins*

Second- i'm attached. NOW.. that shouldn't come as an surprise for most people who knows me.. They'll probably go like.. "Oh~ ya're attached again?" or "Oh, who is it this time?" *laughs* but then again people always think the worst of me.. well.. don't we all? =D

Third- There really isn't much to blog about! Not unless u want me to blog about this silly female cashier at macdonalds or how i went to sleep at night and woke up the next morning with a sprained ankle.. OR.. or.. how i spent my sundays with my attached.. *sly grins*

There you have it, all the reasons why i haven't been updating my blog, i'm sure everyone agrees with me.. well.. almost all anyway.. i can't possibly please everyone ya know! =P

2006-04-13T03:07:00.000+08:00

Like a dagger though the chest.. though the wound is not physical, the pain is sharp and clear. Don't find love, some say. Let love find you.. but would it stay? Do i love him? I really don't think so.. then why am i feeling this way? It must be the loneliness acting.. loneliness all pilled up.. devouring, swallowing.. can't feel anything but the pain.. all the silly games we played.. nothings' real.. only the pain..

Disclaimer: The above is written based on how i feel, it doesn't need to grammatically correct or make any sense.

2006-02-11T22:47:00.000+08:00

Date : 10th feb

Location : On the train to my sister's place for family dinner

Suspect : A caterpillar of some sort = =||

I felt something on the back of my neck.. so i reached back and.. there it was >o<

A tiny greenish worm.. = = (caterpillar)

i held it on my thumb.. not knowing what to do with it (and i thought i probably look weird)

So i took out my spectacles bag and put in.. hoping it would survive the train ride..

when i reach cck.. i dashed to the nearest bush i could find and took out the bag..

ITS ALIVE!

i thanked sliently to myself and placed the caterpillar on a leaf and went on my way..

One more beautiful Butterfly..

I hope.. >o<

*hums - Life is beautiful..* LOL XD

2006-01-30T18:22:00.000+08:00

I have to write this down.. because last night has got to be one of the craziest night ever in my life (so far) ~_~

Me, my bro, his wife and almost all my cousins and their partners went to a Thai disco.. (i'm the 3rd youngest amongst my cousins ~_~)

then they ordered 3 bottles of chivas and made everyone drink..

I saw my cousin tony drinking, smoking and dancing for the first time in my life XD

(he's always so reserved ~_~)

It was also the first time that our generation went out together..

first time everyone danced together

first time we actually had fun together ~_~ (everyone's always so busy with their work and life.. mostly being married or attached..

Everyone had to dance in the human circle we formed once.. even my mum joined us later in the disco ~_~

My bro took his shirt off several times due to everyone's "ENCOURAGEMENT" LOL XD

There's just so much things and "first times" about last night gathering.. It was simply fantastic..

At the end of the night, we agreed to do this every year XD

i can't wait for the next chinese new year to come ~_~

2006-01-06T16:30:00.000+08:00

I'm playing KingOfChaos!!!

[url]http://www.kingsofchaos.com/recruit.php?uniqid=9u72jh5r[/url]

click on the link above and enter the number shown in letters and i'll get another soldier!

Many Thanks =DDD

Love,

Vic

2006-01-06T04:37:00.000+08:00

I called it a day with my date last week because i know that things are not going to work for us. We are so different and we can hardly communicate.. but he's a nice guy.. i hope he finds someone soon.

2005-12-25T06:58:00.000+08:00

I just ended a very special conversation with someone.

It was the first time after more than 2years that i relate to someone what actually happened in my life and how naive i was in the past..

It was a moment that i dropped my shell of defense and said what i really think of certain people..

But no sooner i hanged up the phone.. i felt totally stupid with my defensive self coming back..

"Did i just made a fool of myself with my past?"

"Was i naggin with my stupidity?"

I've no idea..

but i do know some things for sure..

I did felt much better for the first time in two years..

And my handphone bill is gonna be so expensive this month... LOL

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

2005-12-24T21:53:00.000+08:00

Last night was Ujin's b/d... three drinks and i was half gone.. = =

Vomited twice = = and i had to take care of alvin who was totally gone..

Gary concussed after puking suddenly... and Ujin was.. erm.. socialising with edison.. *grins*

thank gawd, leonard was kinda sober and he took care of gary.. and jermaine was.. getting to know this guy better ~_~

It was a pretty fun night out, too bad the ice cream cake kinda melted.. =X

Merry X'mas Everyone =D

2005-12-11T06:03:00.000+08:00

Its almost another 3 months since my last entry and i have come to realise something about myself recently..

There was some people coming into my life in the past months since my last relationship but whenever they suggest anything remotely close to getting involved in dating or if i feel that i might like this person..

I "push" them away..

Yes, literally..

I would be more reserved in our conversation or even try not to get into a conversation..

I think.. I'm afraid to love.. again..

And thats not all..

I'm also beginning to hate going out..

So i think maybe its depression..

maybe a glass of milk would help... hopefully.

p.s- all the previous comments are gone.. DOH!

2005-09-15T05:10:00.000+08:00

Finally done with the new blog skin and editing of the "get div map location thingy" = =+

*Drinks Tea..*

WHAT! its 5am already! damn... where did the time go to..? = =+

Anyway... some updates on ME

Planning to start a website for ajs soon.. Major edits are mostly done, hopefully it will be complete by the end of this week..

I'm to post some stuffs about a music player for blogs soon..

Thats about it for now.. =)

Apology

2005-07-01T18:36:00.000+08:00

I'm soooo sorry guys~

I'm just busy with some stuffs recently, its some good news i think.. so when i'm done, i'll blog whenever i can.. = =+

Thanks

Love, Vic

2005-06-14T07:29:00.000+08:00

I'm writing this while having this "wanton mee" after a jog earlier. Do you know that your head gets groggy after jogging when you haven't been exercising for a long time? No? Okay, maybe its just me..

As for the new layout, I couldn't find something i like so i'll just blog as i continue to search for the preciousssss.. ah i mean layout.. XD

------------------ FAQ ------------------

Qns: what exactly has vic been up to?

Ans: Vic had been busy helping to moderate a chinese forum based in taiwan with over 40000 users and growing, making new friends and learning mandarin all over again..

Qns: So you abandoned your friends/blogfans(if any) for new friends?

Ans: I wouldn't do that.. *pouts*

Qns: Was it fun? Any cuties?

Ans: Yes and yes and yes... XD

Qns: So why are you back?

Ans: Because i missed you guys!!! XD

--------------- End of FAQ ---------------

Health guide - I've managed to cut down to 3 sticks of cigarettes yesterday and i shall try to cut down to 2 today!

Property - anyone needs to rent a room? (p.s- no, ya're not sleeping with me XD )

Personals - Confirmed the gathering on this coming saturday with my secondary school friends... its been nine years since we met.. *gasps*

Food - Wanton Mee Finished.. *burps...*

Oh dear... = =

2005-06-09T07:37:00.000+08:00

Two months without bloggin.. I hope no one missed me.. LOL

Anyway, i'm back to bloggin as soon as i find a new layout (Stealing time again XD)

Cheers~

2005-04-02T19:29:00.000+08:00

Another Birthday Greeting =)

Thanks Gerald... =)

p.s- she's my secondary school classmate and a (handsome)butch XD

2005-04-02T06:33:00.000+08:00

How the lambogine is being prepared... (strong alcohol with a flame lit on it.. im not sure if i got the name right though)

After the sucking the lambogine...

Good friends 1... from top left to right.. barry, hisham, cruz, ME!, weiwei and jerm..

Good friends 2..top left to right.. weiwei, barry, ME!, hisham, cruz and jerm..

It was a great night out with the close ones.. without the hi and bye friends... First time my birthday consists of only 6 people including me.. But there was more fun, more interactivity.. more laughters.. hence more friends doesn't necessary means good, you need to keep the good ones around =) thank u guys XD

My resolution... i need some tanning~ geez.. i think i'm way too fair.. but im lazy to go tanning.. *must think of some ways...*

and yeah.. happy birthday to me.. =)

2005-04-01T15:32:00.000+08:00

So its gonna be my birthday tomorrow or at 12am sharp tonight.. hmmm.. and here i'm infront of my pc wondering if i should go out with my friends.. birthdays don't really hold any meaning for me anymore in a way.. only a day that marks an increase in age which i have bypass 18 and 21 hence no point counting beyond that..

its probably time for a reverse counting next year.. =D

2005-04-01T15:07:00.000+08:00

My First Birthday Greeting

Thanks Jer..

2005-03-18T01:52:00.000+08:00

I'm back guys.. =) nothing much to fill in yet.. but yeah i'm back.. with a revenge.. heh.. heh.. heh.. >;D

2005-03-15T03:52:00.000+08:00

I'm living in my own world... doing my own stuffs... I won't hurt anyone, no one can hurt me. i'm good.. i'm cool.. Nothing exciting but nothing depressing either.. Erecting a great wall of my own.. nothing goes out and nothing comes in..
for now..

LOVE

2005-03-10T14:44:00.000+08:00

Following up from my conversation with Vic yesterday, I shall scribe down some important theories God.Vikress a.k.a Vic has thought up. before I forget them >.<" God.Vikress states - there are basically 3 types of people in the realm of 'love & relationships'

Type 1 wants love... to love or to be loved

This type of people are the ones who are looking for love. They want to love and be loved in return, or just be loved.

Type 2 not seeking love... but falls in love

This type of people are the ones who are NOT looking for love. But unknowingly fell in love, normally to love

Type 3 not looking for love at all

This type of people are the ones who absolutely DO NOT want to love or be loved.
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God.Vikress also notes - At different times of human existence, humans move from one category to the other (there's no fixed category a human stays in). Furthermore, amongst these categories, there are those who are sure of their love and those who are not so sure.

Another critical theory that transpired from our conversation is: 'if You fool Me once, shame on You. If You fool Me twice, shame on Me'. This, God.Vikress notes, is not only applicable to people being ditched but also to those who ditch others.

At this point in time, I'd like you to take a moment to think about the wise words of God.Vikress.

However, also be sure to question its credibility. Though he may be a 'God', his lowly scribe here may have made some mistakes while scribing this.

Moving on, his scribe here would like to make a few personal additions of his own. (duh. scribe wants credit too)

Following diligently in God.Vikress's footstepes, I have made a few personal observations. Basically, that there are various levels of 'love' as we speak of it:

-Godly Love - [ like a perfect brew of coffee made from the finest beans and purest springs and optimum temperatures/conditions]

'The Greatest Love' of all. willingness to sacrifice everything and anything. A love that never fades/dies for all enternity and continues into after-life.

-Strong Love- [like a dark roast of coffee. full bodied and powerful.]

Love, serious enough, that is definitely going for the long-term-relationship. A few sacrifices willing to be made (not selfish). A feeling of forever-ness, 'till death do us part'.

-Love- [like a cup of Earl Grey Tea. merely adequately caffine-ated.]

This love is one that is 'not quite there yet'. A long-term-relationship may sound intimidating. Definitely not willing to make any sacrifices, or made unwillingly. Forever seems too long for humans in this category.

-Infatuation/Crush- [like a cup of milo in the morning. sweet. fullstop]

Shallow feelings based primarily upon looks or sweet talk or other materialistic definitions. Definitely selfish. Usually mistaken for love and occasionaly mistaken for strong love.

-No Love at all- [coffee? tea? or milo? nah... I'll take water.]

Simple, straightforward enough to grasp. Explaination not needed.
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And that marks my humble contribution. As is noted by God.Vikress, nothing is ultimate/fixed. Humans may fall into different levels of Love at different stages of their lives and also fall from the top level to the bottom pit within a blink of an eye.

Humans... what fickle creatures.

In conclusion, ALL humans are inferior to God.Vikress *bows down to the master*. No doubt about that. and be sure to REMEMBER it.

*chants: God.Vikress is superior.God.Vikress is superior.God.Vikress is superior*

[scribe has finished scribing. amen.]

*RIPPED from Jer's Blog.. i'm lazy to write in my own words..

2005-03-09T05:35:00.000+08:00

I don't know what to write, i don't know what i'm doing, i don't know what i want, i don't know what to do... it just goes on..

I don't know if i have gotten over my bf.. i don't know if i'll.. I asked a friend to help me find a song by Li Ming immediately when i see that he's listening to that song on msn.. I didn't even pause to think about it.. if its prudent for me to do so..

Like what Jer said.. Am i seeking pity from others by writing it down? I really don't know either.. or maybe its just my self-pity devouring me whole..

But it basically sums down to one word..

SCREWED.

I don't know if i'm ever gonna love someone again.. The moment i feel that i'm getting closer to a person.. I feel myself wanting to run away.. The thoughts of being hurt and hurting someone frightens me..

For now, i think i'll just live in my own world...

I don't know how long its gonna last either...

[Current Mood]: Don't know..
[Current Music]: Still searching for the old song by Li Ming.. Jin Sheng Xiang Ai, Lai Sheng Zai Xiang Jue..

2005-03-07T13:01:00.000+08:00

Did another blog for so-and-so, not sure what he wants to be called in bloggies yet... the idea comes from his msn setting, "Everytime i fly above without my wings... i feel so lost..." and yes.. the three little fluffy things in his blog background pictures are feathers! Jer said it looks like a dildo or something... *snorts* they are feathers! I had a difficult time editing it and i'll be offended if anyone said it resembles anything else..

Damn.. the left shift button on my new keyboard is spolit!!! >_<

[Current Mood]: Sleepy
[Current Music]: Ming Ming Hen Ai Ni.. By Pin Guan, Liang Jin Ru...

2005-03-07T00:13:00.000+08:00

A friend told me that someone said something "not so nice about me and my past" I got kinda pissed initially, for the one who did so isn't any angel either. Reminds me of the saying.. "Let those without sins speak for themselves.." However in this world that we're in, who can say so without hesitation?

Given my nature i would have confronted the person and probably smack him abit.. LOL.. but whats the point in doing so.. i asked myself, does it make me a better person? would i have done the same thing advising another friend if i'm in his shoes? what do i gain from doing so? The answers i got calmed me down..

However, that doesn't mean i can be bullied.. i'll retaliate if i have to.. i don't have to say it, my previous actions are proof of my words.

I'm not a good person too, and i'll see you in hell.

Its the past that molds a person, but its what he does in the future that makes him..

[Current Mood]: Peaceful
[Current Music]: More than words... by pianist Kevin Kern..

2005-03-06T17:09:00.000+08:00

something i wrote on the 17th feb.. for him before we broke up..

Hmm i'd be lying if i say i'm not sad anymore, and because it hurts.. i know that i loved him and to know that i love him, im glad for the relationship that once exist..

2005-03-05T12:48:00.000+08:00

New Bloggie Layout~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hopefully with it comes- A new start... a new beginning.. =D

2005-03-05T12:39:00.000+08:00

Movie tix for Assault on precinct 13..

Watched the movie last night with ujin.. not a bad show especially if you like violence, blood and gore..

2005-03-04T02:27:00.000+08:00

Hmmm helping jeri with coding of his blog currently.. kinda fun.. His background picture's so nice.. hmmm I'm thinking to get a new layout again.. hahahaha..

2005-03-04T02:22:00.000+08:00

Jeri took this for me from his apartment.. nice isn't it?

2005-03-03T06:00:00.000+08:00

I slept at 10 plus last night and find myself waking up at 4 plus.. first time in weeks i slept so early and its because of my lack of sleep from the day before.. hahaha..

Yesterday afternoon.. Jeri showed me the skies and some buildings of melbourne from his apartment using his webcam.. I can't explain the feelings within me then.. it was simply good.. too bad i missed the sunset..

I'm re-organising my life again..

2005-03-01T20:45:00.000+08:00

Jer drew this and edited it for me.. really nice and sweet of him.. thanks..

2005-03-01T15:10:00.000+08:00

Dear blog,

Despite saying that i'll try to move on and stuffs.. i find myself looking at his msn and profile now and then... there was a time that he put that he's watching ch 55 on scv.. and i quickly turn my tv on.. found myself watching that particular serial.. felt kinda good.. like we're doing the same thing.. When he put that he's super pissed.. i tried to think what are the stuffs that really pisses him off.. When he put that he has gone to malaysia for the weekend.. i wait sliently for his return..

8th EL date.. 8 days has passed.. felt like a long time though..

[Current Mood]: Lonely...
[Current Music]: Yang Qi.. By marvis fan..

2005-02-28T02:51:00.000+08:00

Never a person good at words, i normally just say what i want.. its not like bitching someone.. Bitching is something that you do it for fun.. play with the words and etc.. if only both parties can take it and doesn't get too personal..

Last night i said alvin was getting a little chubby or plump.. in chinese.. he took it rather personal.. because of it.. we kinda of had a argument just now.. sucky.. felt like when takira kor was saying about my complexion now.. i tried to explain myself but i couldn't justify my words.. but i certainly didn't mean it in a bad way.. but i think i know how he feels.. I apologise..

No one is perfect..

I hate myself.. but i'm always willing to admit my mistakes..

[Current Mood]: Cranky..
[Current Music]: Jie Shou.. By Liang Jing Ru..

2005-02-27T21:56:00.000+08:00

It was rather fun last nite clubbing... saw many old friends.. got rather high and danced with juzzy till the whole thing ends.. fun but feels funny.. sighs.. think i'm getting old for clubbing le..

2005-02-26T22:38:00.000+08:00

I'm getting ready to go out for my friend, Juzzy's birthday.. when this new friend wincer sent me this song.. "ni zou diao"... i teared when i hear the song.. sighs.. thanks to wincer for the song though.. its really nice..

[Current Mood]: conflicting..
[Current Music]: Ni Zou Diao..

2005-02-26T08:19:00.000+08:00

Its raining... been quite a while since it rained.. I looked out the window by my bed for awhile and think of him. Seems like rainy days has certain effects on people on different occasions.. and its kinda of depressing for me now..

Reminded me of the time we went to esplanade for dinner.. we were walking over from cityhall and it was drizzling then gradually heavier.. on the bridge of esplanade.. i holded his hand as we were walking along while looking around if there was people near enough to spot us.. we were kinda smiling silly at each other.. as we were reaching one-fullerton.. we realised that there was an ice-cream man at the end of the bridge by the side of the road.. and he was kinda of looking at us with weird stares.. or maybe i'm just paranoid.. but we didn't really care.. Had dinner at this restaurant....

The rest that happened after.. is something sweet that should be kept between us.. maybe..

[Current Mood]: Sluggish..
[Current Music]: I miss you so much.. By TLC..

2005-02-26T04:29:00.000+08:00

Dear Blog,

someone talked about all the good guys being attached and that there's no one good anymore.. I thought of him again.. is he someone good? If he isn't then why do i miss him so much.. If he is.. then why did all this have to happen?

I asked a friend this, "Is it better to have then lose it, or not having it at all.."

He said, "If you don't have it at all, you'll regret not knowing what it feels like. If you have it then lose it, you risk losing your sanity.."

Either way we lose..

For that someone, i'm sorry.. i'm not avoiding you.. i'm just not ready to go out with someone yet.. i don't wish to hurt or be hurt by anyone now..

[Current Mood] : Reminiscing..
[Current Music] : I need you.. By LeAnn Rimes..

2005-02-25T05:16:00.000+08:00

I can always make you smile... but can you do the same?

2005-02-25T04:42:00.000+08:00

I did a blog for geraldiz today.. not sure if its good enough.. but i'll slowly edit it for her if she requires anything else.. Nothing much happened since i didn't go out.. still don't want to meet anyone.. thanks to ryder, ujin and juzzy for offering to go chill out last night.. but i didn't want to go at the last min..

[Current Mood]: Tired..
[Current Music]: Shou Fang Kai..

2005-02-24T10:25:00.000+08:00

Spent the whole night doing a new layout for the blog.. keeps my mind off things..

Take care of yourself.. don't drink if you can't drink.. remember to eat.. sleep more before your headache comes back..

[Current Mood] : Pensive..
[Current Music] : Wo Bu Nan Guo..

2005-02-23T08:46:00.000+08:00

Dear blog...

This is the second day since LE(21/02/05)EL.. Like B.C. and A.D.

I didn't sleep again... couldn't sleep.. was desperately seeking for someone to chat... so it occupies my mind and i won't have to think.. and when i tried sleeping.. all i could do was toss around..
My buddy deleted my smses in my hps for me.. ALL 500+ of them.. I wanted to keep them but i know he's right about deleting them.. i couldn't help crying as i see him press delete all.. There's like so much to say.. yet i don't know what to say.. all i can say now is.. I'm trying.. still trying...

2005-02-22T09:35:00.000+08:00

Enough said.. i know you will be looking at my blog too.. no more sorries required anymore.. I'll try to move on.. All is fair in the game of love.. I'm sorry that i couldn't be what you want.. You have taken alot and left just as much too.. As well as i know you, we probably won't speak for a long time but just to let you know.. i'm still here for you.. [My words still stands..] As for the stuffs.. please arrange it with jermaine.. i don't think i should see u at the moment.. thanks..

As for the others, thank you very much for putting up with my rantings and the concern.. appreciated it very much..

2005-02-22T01:28:00.000+08:00

Dear blog...

I think he just went to bed... No more "goodnites, sweet dreams dear.. muacks..." sighs..

2005-02-22T01:02:00.000+08:00

Dear blog..

Some friends suggest i should sleep and it would be all better tomorrow.. But the moment i lie on bed.. i start thinking again... i seriously don't think its a good thing to sleep now.. i think i'll just talk to you.. i don't have to explain anything, and i can tell you whatever i want and you won't ask why.. i mean.. if only i know why..

2005-02-21T23:17:00.000+08:00

Dear blog..

Cycled for two hours.. around.. feeling the breeze.. they say sweet stuffs makes one feels better so i bought a snicker, reminded me of him.. saw tic tacs.. him again... clorets.. him again.. thought i would break it to my friends in jokingly manner so i'd just shrug it off.. it didn't help though.. tears.. lol i need a tap seriously..

2005-02-21T21:05:00.000+08:00

Dear blog..

I spent the time walking around the house since the last entry.. No, i don't think i'm going crazy.. or maybe i'm, but thats not important is it? At a loss and not knowing what to do now.. I saw his picture in my computer and.. i just.. I don't know.. I think i'll go out.. before anyone comes home later.. strangely i haven't had anything the whole day but i don't feel hungry.. thats gonna save me money.. Someone pass me some prozac...

2005-02-21T19:54:00.000+08:00

Dear blog...

I cried myself to sleep..
First thing i did when i woke up was look at my handphone..
Then i remembered..
And the pain came back..

2005-02-21T17:42:00.000+08:00

I said.. i have nothing to offer but a lifetime companionship..
I said.. i hope to give you everything you need..
I said.. i'll be there when you need me..
I said.. i want to grow old with you..
I said.. i love you..
But i guess its not enough..

If only people could remember why and how they fell in love.. If only you would..

So when i'm not around you anymore.. look upon the sky.. it will be something that we'll still share...

2005-02-21T16:35:00.000+08:00

Dear blog..

I think i have found a way to go back into the past.. I'm like sitting here staring at you now.. and all i can remember is the time when i was looking at him asleep.. or the time when he leaned on me in the movies.. or the time he holded my arms in chinatown.. and the first date which ended up waiting for the first mrt at cityhall in the morning.. and the night u insisted on staying over and kissing me when i just had chicken pox.. the day you left for india and the delication i made for you over the radio.. the miserable three weeks without you... the way i hug you to sleep.. the way you lean on my shoulder when we're playing mahjong.. the night we went cycling.. the first time you meet my sisters.. my brother.. my parents.. the day you bought lunch for me when i fell sick.. the time i accompanied you back home from my place... the time i was thinking if he will be happy with the peas i picked.. the look on his face when he sees the present... i can't go on anymore... sorry blog..

2005-02-21T15:50:00.000+08:00

Dear blog...

I don't feel like talking to any humans in particular at this moment.. So i'm turning to you.. its okay that you don't reply.. sometimes its better that way.. I just can't make up my mind now.. Should i cry first? or should i forget him first? or what is it exactly i should do now.. or was it something i didn't do?

2005-02-21T14:16:00.000+08:00

After almost 8 months together.. He broke up with me just two hours ago.. Its strange how two persons can be together for 8 months but it takes only but a moment to end it.. I didn't want to know the reason.. when a person you love breaks up with you.. it can only mean a few things.. I realised that my life revolves around him too much.. He's the first boyfriend that i give in to most of the time and most of the stuffs i write in my fridae diary are nice things that happened with him.. Not a person who likes to write about our little arguments before but i need to release myself now.. somewhere.. somehow..

Maybe its my karma retribution for the people that i broke up with.. but it wasn't because i didn't love them, it was because i feel insecure with them.. and when i feel that the relationship is not working, i tend to breakup first..
This time is however different.. Funny how when you think that you've found the right one for life... turns out he doesn't feel the same way. Life's such a sadist bitch..

The first two persons i told about this was my bud(jermaine) and my mum.. Jermaine's sister comforted me alittle while jermaine's still at work and promised to keep me accompany tonight.. My mum however not a person good at words just said, "why?" but seeing the look upon my face quickly said, "its okay..."

I'm still reluctant to change my profiles' status.. to take away his name in my blog.. or even look into my hp's message inbox..

I have this impulsive feeling to hurt myself..

My mind's not working now..

I'll be fine.. but i'm not..

I'll live, but its worse than living..

2005-02-16T22:55:00.000+08:00

I went for a NS routine reporting this afternoon.. it was supposed to be something of a updating of particulars.. then upon finishing.. we were slapped with an ICT letter.. which we have to sign the yellow sheet of acknowledgement.. (yeah saves us the troubles of having to mail it back) Damned! i feel so cheated -_- and i have to go for ICT in may.. DAMN!!!

2005-02-15T01:54:00.000+08:00

Quote from my dear, everyday can be valentine's day.. but we went out today anyway :) I planned to cook and have dinner at home with him.. but because im sick(down with a cold) so plans was changed.. Dear wanted to buy food/porridge over for me.. but its valentine!! I want people to see us-two guys going out for valentine.. :P So we went out for dinner and watched the movie-constantine.. Although what we did was nothing special, but it felt better than usual.. and my dear bought something for me :) its a set of figurines from my favourite game/comics/history.

My Valentine Present, thank you dear *muacks* :D

2005-02-14T15:44:00.000+08:00

Happy valentine's day to everyone

2005-02-12T00:34:00.000+08:00

bore bored boring boredom boink.. i'm going crazy.. These two days is damn boring.. go for visiting is boring.. everything's boring.. i feel so bloody F****** Frustrated..

2005-02-09T06:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!! :D

Wishing all my friends a wonderful year ahead and may a thousand fleas infest the arse of those who tries to spoil it :D

Love, Vic :)

2005-02-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

My dinner(instant noodles, crab sticks, mussels and one kingprawn) earlier :P

Movie - Racing Stripes

2005-02-06T13:39:00.000+08:00

Movie - Racing Stripes
If you have never heard of this movie, just put a zebra into "babe" and Taaaa Daaaa... you have another movie :) IF you think that talking animals are funny.. ya're probably sick.. haha and this movie is just for YOU, otherwise don't waste your time :P Low-budget production with the same kinda plot, don't even bother to ask who wins at the end of the race..

Only line i liked in the movie-
"Is it a black horse with white stripes, or is it a white horse with black stripes?"

2005-02-04T09:29:00.000+08:00

For the whole of yesterday, i didn't go online.. NOT that i don't want to, but i couldn't.. Yes yes, my pc crashed.. *hear laughters* happens so that i have been cursing some friends that their pc will crash and mine did.. OH WELL.. their turn will come eventually.. *grins*

So I spent the whole day trying to figure out what went wrong but couldn't fix a thing, eventually i went to my buddy's (jermaine) place (that was about 11pm-3rd feb) to backup my hdd so i can do a format. Turns out, his pc can't read my hdd.. GREAT.. can't do a single thing... ended up chatting till like 4am in the morning.. Reached home, took a shower and read the comics i borrowed from him instead.. until about 8am this morning.. i thought.. what the heck (i can't wait for my new pc to arrive anymore.. and YEAH im an online addict.. bite me..) I plugged in all my cables again.. only to find its still not working.. so i reboot with a windows cd.. did a checkdisk and a fixboot.. WALA! It worked!!! damn.. and it only took me like 30 mins or so.. -_- yeah... my life.. :P

(Moral? Well i thought the problem lies on the hdd connection and my motherboard and i was worried whatever stuffs i had inside my hdd would be gone if i fix it with a wincd..)

-Life's like that sometimes, we try so hard to notice what we and the others wants us to.. only to be missing out the finer and better (not forgetting easier and less-time consuming :P ) things right infront of us..

2005-02-04T09:10:00.000+08:00

Ice - Part 2..

(We were downloading an online game... when a friend asked Ice this..)

Juz: Ice: wad kinda connection r u on ?
Ice: flashget!
Imp: excuse me for interrupting.
*cuts and paste the conversation again to Ice*
Imp: connection lah! Not the blooster ya're using.
Ice: that one not connection meh?
Ice: hehehehehe..
*snorts*
Imp: as in singnet ?
Ice: i thought that was connection :P
*Can't stop laughing... :D *

(note-flashget is a blooster or enchancer program that splits and speeds up your download.. *doesn't seem to work well for me though*)

2005-01-30T02:29:00.000+08:00

Sighs... I thought i could meet my dear earlier but he's feeling tired today, so it was cancelled. Feeling very *URGHhhhhh*... there's no term for it.. frustration? perhaps. I just feel like seeing him and when i don't, i get all edgy and touchy.. Together for 7 months plus le, and i still get all sorts of tingling feelings about him.. like from the surprise kiss last night after the movie.. to jealousy about someone who msged him in fridae.. *snorts* Its good in a way i guess, if only i could think of a way to get the frustration caused out when i don't see him.. hmmmmm...

2005-01-29T08:25:00.000+08:00

I have an imaginary fren, He's not like me..

I have an imaginary fren, He's smart and dillgent.. unlike me..

I have an imaginary fren, He's nice and sweet.. unlike me..

I have an imaginary fren, He's likable and thoughtful.. unlike me..

I have an imaginary fren, He's everything i want to be..

I have an imaginary fren, His name is me..

2005-01-29T05:54:00.000+08:00

Watched the movie "feng shui with my dear earlier, it was lame, crappy with no whatsoever plot( like those chinese horror movie in the nineties ) in a language i don't understand and you can't even be sure if the subtitles are interpreting correctly!( i spotted a few mistakes between the chinese and english subtitles- one for instance was the different age of a particular character between two subtitles). Don't watch it unless ya're totally bored and looking for a little shock now and then by the sudden appearance of ghosts in the movie. Well okay, maybe it wasn't THAT bad.. i rather enjoyed it when my dear hold my arm and grips my hand tightly by the "sudden ghosts appearance." Yeah i know.. cheap thrills, disgusting isn't it ? *grins*

2005-01-28T10:15:00.000+08:00

I had a very interesting conversation with my friend Ice last night.. *i have editted to shorten the conversation*

Ice : "how i load my midi file to hosting site den change link?"
Imp: "log into ur acc, select upload and the file u wan then click okay."
Ice : "log in where?"
imp : "Hahahaha"
(In case for some who doesn't get it, he doesn't even know whats a hosting site :P )

(After some time)
Ice : "yay~! i found file manager~!"
Imp: "good good"
Ice : "then? i open file manager ah?"
Imp: "click on it and go to the upload"
Ice : "got two buttons that say upload files le"
Imp: "yeah yeah, thats right.. upload files, click that one"
Ice : "but got two.."
(Hahaha.. i couldn't help but laugh again and my mum's suspecting strongly that i'm on drugs)
Imp: "any one.."
Ice : "den?"
Imp: "........." "then browse the file you wan to load...*LOL* Ice, i thought its very obvious?"
(For those who uses geocities... exactly what else do you see after you click on upload files???)
Ice : "haha sorry, i blur blur lah.. gimme a min i try to figure it out"
Imp: "okay....."

(After at least 15 mins...)
Imp: "how is it? where are you now?"
(In between this lines- Ice did a self-confession of being bimbo)
Ice : "I got a problem uploading.."
Imp: "hmm what problem?"
Ice : "dunno, just can't load.. always freezes.."
Imp: "file name have spaces? the file name cannot contain space.."
Ice : "Oh... no wonder la.. chey"
Imp: -_-"
(-End of conversation- Doesn't such conversation simply brightens your day? :)

2005-01-27T20:36:00.000+08:00

Suggestions and comments are welcomed on the chatbox since i haven't quite figure out how to get the comment and archives link back yet :P Would appreciate it if someone can help out with that too :)

2005-01-27T17:20:00.000+08:00

Finally! After more than half a day sitting infront of my pc i have managed to give my blog a layout- a place mostly for my inner reflections and thoughts. For someone who have totally forgotten all about html, i sourced around, got what i want and went trial and error mode >:D and the pictures took quite abit of time to edit.. But in all, i'm quite happy with the result :)

My first posting.

2005-01-25T18:08:00.000+08:00

After much considerations, i have finally decided to create my blog! Thanks to Phoenyx and Zhek for their suggestions given on which blog site to use :) Bear with me as i slowly add life to my blog.. thanks :)